Overwhelmed is an understatement. I leave in about 2 weeks (side-note I still don't have a set departure date...) and am not even a little ready.
At the beginning of the summer, and throughout the time I have been home (doing little/nothing) I have made all kinds of plans and made myself quite the list of "To Do" things before I leave. Unfortunately i leave in around 17 days and have done absolutely one of those things (which was going to the beach, if you were curious). At this point in my summer I am like "oh well let me just do this all know". Unfortunately however this dream of accomplishing all of my To Do list before I leave is totally unrealistic and an idea that I really have to shove out of my head so that I don't drive myself totally crazy!
Although I am mildly disappointed that my summer to do list has gone out the window I really need to shift my focus at this point to HOLY CRAP I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I AM GOING TO PACK!!! Yeah and also along with that HOLY CRAP I HAVE TO GET SO MUCH STUFF BEFORE I LEAVE!!!! Yeah so life is crazy right now...
Everyone wants me to visit with them, go do something, spend money to hang out... And this is a problem because 1-I have NO TIME! and 2- I need money for Austria and if everyone keeps doing things with me I will spend too much.
Although (as previously mentioned) I do have 2 weeks left before I leave the country for the next 11 months, one of those weeks is my craziest week of the year. That's right, fair week. OH MY GOSH I BASICALLY HAVE ONE WEEK! In which to "get all my ducks in a line" before I leave. Wow. I think this is going to be "mildly" stressful--just a thought. Well wish me luck, I am off to weigh/feed pigs because (as if this week isn't stressful enough) I have very small pigs, and need money.
So yup... Here goes nothing! Excited to leave, stressed with prep; that is my life.
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